| So, here i am, your tour guide for the day....or night judging by where we are. I'lll be your guide, your guide through the wonderful thing, that is life. Lets see who am I? I am the oldest daughter of satan, a creature teeming with insanity, anger, and a sick desire to die with meaning. Its sad though, i am both immortal and invisible, i cant die with meaning, so no matter how hard i try to emulate Antigone or how much i would give to look death in the eyes and scream FUCK YOU at the top of my lungs, it wont happen.
You see i started out life as a ghost. A pale blonde girl who no one saw. A shade, a specter, a wallflower pale and drawn. I lived in a silent world of blood and tears and sorounded myself with lies.
And then i grew up. I dyed my hair. I gave up cutting. I am living now only to live. I have no other goals. I live to live, because i cannot die. I live to live, because what else is there to do. You can only die once, but i can live forever. So instead of staring down death and telling him to fuck himself, I tell society to fuck itself. Instead of martyring myself for what i beleive in i kill for my beliefs. I live a sick life, a terrible, a whole life, a life better than anything you could ever imagine.
So here i am, standing before you, grey eyes glinting, red gold hair moving like a living flame, pale cheeks flushed with the heat, here i am ready to welcome you to the only home i ever knew...HELL |
